Dear Jude, on this your first day of daycare (which feels awfully like ‘school’ to me) I have no pictures to post as they would all be of your head back, as you trotted off to your classroom and to this moment, have not even glanced back. How proud I am! Still, I’ve already called your granny and apologized for doing that to her when I was your age. I get it now, Mom. I get it. So proud. So wounded. Such an emotional tug of war here.