Dear Jude, I’ll never really understand why we as humans work so hard to look so cool. There’s nothing wrong with being impressed, surprised or freshly informed, okay my darling? Let life amaze and surprise and delight and dazzle you- even knock the wind out of you sometimes. Feel it, be a part of it…do not live your life for the spectators. When they fade away (and fade away they shall, my love) what will you have left? God has plans for your life…vivid, sparkling plans. Embrace them!